Today
I welcome author Amanda Young to my blog. Please help me welcome her and be
sure to check out her excerpt and awesome author interview.
Windfall
by Amanda Young
Landon and Daniel
have been best friends since grade school. Through thick and thin, they’ve
always been able to rely on each other. So it only seems natural for Landon to
step in and offer assistance when Daniel has a run of bad luck.
Moving in together
and splitting the bills seems like a simple solution to Daniel’s financial
problems. However, sharing close quarters makes it difficult to keep less than
platonic feelings on the down low.
The line between
friends and lovers blurs during a late night moment of weakness fueled by
alcohol, leaving both men on uneven ground. Just when they think they have
things worked out and might have a shot at something more than friendship, a
sudden shared windfall provokes all new complications that could end more than
the new physical side of their relationship.
An
Excerpt from Amanda Young’s
Windfall
©
Amanda Young
All
Rights Reserved
Dusk
found Daniel sitting in his living room surrounded by dented empty cans of
brew, two collapsed bags of the best greasy potato chips money could buy, and
the lotto tickets he’d purchased on a whim at the convenience store around the
corner. He needn’t have bothered—it wasn’t as if he’d ever win—but old habits
die hard. Buying the tickets and then watching to see if they’d won was
something he and his mom had shared for years, before the cancer had ravaged
her body and stolen her will to go on. Even though she’d passed away the
previous spring, Daniel still had moments when he expected to see her sitting
on the sofa in the living room and waiting for him to walk through the door.
Damn,
he missed her. She would have known how to put a positive spin on being laid
off and dumped in the same day. No one could find the silver lining in a
situation or cheer him up like his mom.
Daniel
chugged what remained of the beer in his hand and swallowed repeatedly until
the only thing left in his mouth was a bittersweet aftertaste and the hope of
imminent oblivion. His only plan for the night was drowning his sorrows with
alcohol. He ran a hand through his snarled hair and sighed in disgust. It
wasn’t as if he needed to get up early for work in the morning. He belched,
crushed the can, and set it on the table with the rest. Looked like a trip to
the kitchen was in order—his bladder protested, reminding him of something else
he’d neglected to do—right after he paid a visit to the can.
He
stood and padded barefoot to the bathroom down the hall. His head spun as he
bent at the waist and lifted the toilet seat. Ignoring the head rush, he took
aim and let it fly, watching with detachment as the water in the bowl turned
yellow. The stream went on and on, with no end in sight. Why did it always seem
like more beer came out than went in? Finally things slowed to a trickle and
stopped. Daniel shook off and tucked himself away. He flushed and watched as
piss went down the drain, just like his life.
After
washing his hands, Daniel made his way into the kitchen and grabbed another
beer out of the fridge. He popped it open and took a long swig while standing
in front of the open door. Cold air wafted across his overheated body, sending
a parade of goose bumps up and down his arms.
The
front door opened and slammed shut. A familiar voice called out. “Honey, I’m
home.”
Daniel
snorted at his best friend’s standard greeting. There was no wonder Perry hated
Landon. Not that Daniel would have to worry about that now. He grabbed an extra
beer and a jar of pickles to munch on, then headed back into the living room,
where he found his best friend kicked back in the recliner by the sofa. He
reclaimed his spot on the couch before pitching the spare can at Landon.
Landon
caught the can with ease. “Thanks, man. I could use a drink.” He popped the tab
and took a drink. “So, what’s the deal? I thought you had a date with the douche
bag tonight, but I drove by and saw your truck in the driveway.”
“I
did. Things didn’t work out.”
“I
can tell that much on my own. You look like shit.”
“Gee.
Thanks.” Daniel leaned back and propped his feet up on the coffee table. “You
know, you’re not so pretty yourself.” If he were made of wood, Daniel figured
his nose would be growing for telling that whopper. There was nothing ugly
about Landon.
At
approximately five and a half feet tall and thin as a reed, Landon had always
been a little on the light end of masculinity. He overcompensated for his
delicate features by being tougher than men twice his size and having an
attitude big enough to match. You wouldn’t know it by looking at him, though.
The man moved with the boneless gait of a dancer. Kohl-rimmed peridot eyes that
were as quick to narrow as they were to warm. A gold stud dotted the right side
of his narrow nose and graduating hoops lined both ears from top to bottom. He
wore his midnight-black hair sheered close on the sides and spiky on top.
Daniel knew for a fact that the gunk Landon used to make his hair stay in place
smelled like ripe, succulent berries at the height of summer.
Unlike
Landon, no one would ever accuse Daniel of being graceful. Well over six feet
tall and weighing in at close to two hundred pounds, he was more akin to the
proverbial ox in a china shop. One too many growth spurts had him reaching six
feet before he turned fourteen. By the time he hit sixteen he’d shot up another
four inches and was as clumsy as a newborn colt. A healthy appetite and
channeling all his teenage hormones into working out had helped put some meat
on his bones, but control over his muscles didn’t make him any less prone to
stumbling over his own feet.
“What
are you doing here, anyway?” Daniel asked. Landon worked Thursday through
Sunday as a bartender at a local club. “Shouldn’t you be at work?”
“One
of the other boys needs Monday off. I promised to cover his shift if he worked
for me tonight.”
“Why?”
“Why
not?” Landon shrugged, pulling the black fabric of his T-shirt taut across his
chest and shoulders for a fraction of a second. “Can’t I be nice?”
“No.”
Daniel loved Landon. They were as close as two men who weren’t fucking could
be. But Landon was the king of ulterior motives. “You have a hot date tonight?”
“Come
on, Danny boy. Don’t be so cranky. All I want to do tonight is relax. It’s just
my good luck that you’re home and can do it with me. Unless the jackass formerly
known as Perry is coming by later. If that’s the case, then I’ll just head on
home.”
Daniel
snorted. “Not likely.”
“That
doesn’t sound good.” Landon sat forward and rested his elbows on his knees.
“You want to elaborate?”
No.
He didn’t. However, Daniel didn’t figure he had much choice. Landon would find
out sooner or later. “You won’t have to worry about Perry anymore. He dumped me
today.”
“Oh,
man. I’m sor—”
“Just
save it.” Daniel glanced over at Landon and found the corner of his friend’s
lips curling and uncurling like he had an uncontrollable twitch. The jerk was fighting
back a smile. “I know you hated him.”
“What’s
to like? The man’s a douche bag. Actually, a douche has more personality than
Perry. You’re better off without him.”
“Easy
for you to say,” Daniel mumbled into his beer. Landon had no problem finding men.
All he had to do was snap his fingers. Daniel, on the other hand, couldn’t
afford to be so choosy. Someone big, brawny, and blue collar wasn’t exactly a
hot commodity in the gay community—unless you were into bears. Sadly, Daniel
couldn’t even say he fit into that demographic. His chest was as smooth as a
baby’s bottom.
“Shit.
I’m sorry. Do you want to…I don’t know…talk about it or something?”
“Hell
no.” What was the use in blabbing about a failed relationship? It wouldn’t
change anything.
“You’re
really upset about this, aren’t you?”
“I’m
damn well not happy about it.” Why would he be? Sure, he and Perry had their
problems, but they got along all right most of the time and the sex was good.
Now all he had to look forward to was a cold bed and his right hand.
The
recliner squeaked as Landon got up and moved over to sit beside Daniel on the
sofa. He bumped their shoulders. “Want me to go kick his ass?”
Daniel
snorted. “As tempting as that idea is, I think I’ll pass.”
Landon
leaned back and rested his head on Daniel’s shoulder. “If you change your
mind…”
“I
won’t.” Daniel settled in against Landon, taking minor comfort in the weight of
his friend’s body pressing against his own, and tried to think of a good way to
say he’d lost his job without sounding any more pathetic. He wasn’t looking
forward to sharing the news. Granted, Landon wouldn’t respond with the
antipathy Perry had shown, but Landon had his own shit to deal with. He didn’t
need Daniel dumping all over him.
Feeling
out of sorts sucked. It was like he’d been cast into a part that didn’t fit.
Usually it was Landon coming to Daniel with his problems, not the other way
around. Daniel was the more responsible one out of the two of them. That was
just the way it had always been—ever since Daniel had stopped the school bully
from stealing Landon’s lunch on the first day of kindergarten. Afterward, he
and Landon had sat together and Landon had shared his cookies while cracking
jokes about the size of Stephen Lester’s big doody-head. They’d been fast
friends from then onward, through thick and thin.
Landon
leaned forward and sat his beer can on the table. “So, I know you said you
didn’t want to talk about it, and believe me, I don’t want to get into any
touchy-feely crap, but what happened?”
That
was as good an opening to tell Landon what had happened at work as Daniel
figured he would get. “I don’t want you to worry, but—”
“Oh
Lord,” Landon blurted out. “Here we go with the protect Landon routine. I’m a big boy, Danny. Nothing you have to
say is going to give me the vapors.”
“Let
me finish, will you?”
“Sorry.”
Landon waved his hand in the air. “Go ahead.”
Daniel
met Landon’s gaze. “I lost my job today.”
Landon
frowned. “Were you fired? Shit. What happened?”
“No,
I got laid off. So did a bunch of other people.” Daniel chugged his beer,
letting the yeasty brew comfort his wounded pride. He belched and wiped his
lips on the back of his hand. “Apparently Perry doesn’t want to date an unemployed
bum.”
“That
sanctimonious fucker! I really don’t know what you ever saw in him.”
Daniel
shrugged. “He had his good qualities.”
“When
are you going to learn that being able to suck the chrome off a bumper doesn’t
make someone good dating material?”
“Yeah,
well…” Daniel didn’t have anything to say to that. He was as guilty of thinking
with his dick as the next guy. “It isn’t like you have a lot of room to talk.”
“I
don’t date.”
“That’s
my point. All you do is fuck and run, so you don’t know what to look for in a
good boyfriend any more than I do.”
Landon
scowled. “I know exactly what I want.”
“Which
is…?” Daniel elbowed Landon in the side. “Come on, ol’ wise one. Spill the
beans. Tell me what to look for in the perfect man.”
“It
isn’t important.”
“Uh-huh.
Sounds like you’re full of shit to me.”
“Believe
what you like.” Landon grabbed his beer off the table and took a drink. “And
anyway, we aren’t discussing me now. We were talking about you.”
“Subtle
way to change the subject.”
“Subtlety
is overrated.”
“So
says you.”
“So
says everyone.”
“Whatever.”
Daniel rolled his eyes and gave up. Sometimes Landon could be a stubborn little
shit.
“Have
you given any thought to where you’d like to apply for another job?”
“No.”
Hell, it had only been a couple of hours since he was gainfully employed. It
wasn’t as if he could just snap his fingers and come up with something better
right away.
“I
wouldn’t worry about it. I’m sure you’ll find something else soon.” Landon
patted Daniel’s knee. “In the meantime, you can file for employment, and if you
need more help than that, I could move in for a while and help with the bills.”
Daniel
stared at his friend. “I can’t ask you to do that.”
Landon
seemed really interested in the top of his beer can. “You didn’t ask. I
offered.”
“But
still…” What was Landon thinking? They couldn’t move in together. They’d lived
together for a while back in school after Landon’s lousy parents had given him
the boot during senior year, but that was different. They were kids then.
“Come
on, Danny. It’ll be fun, like when we were kids, only this time around we can
get drunk and watch porn without having to worry about your mom busting in
during the good parts.”
“Or
catching us beating off. OhmyGod. Do you remember that time you stole that
girlie magazine from the store and your mom walked in on us looking at it? I
thought I was going to die and I didn’t even get a thrill from staring at all
the naked women. I thought something was wrong with me.”
“Hell
yes.” Landon laughed and smacked his thigh. “I about shit my pants. She
grounded me for a week for that.”
“Yeah,
me too, since she called my mom and ratted me out.”
“It’s
no wonder they were both shocked when we came out.”
“Mmm-hmm.
Although I don’t think Mom was as surprised as she pretended. No straight woman
could possibly give that kind of lecture on the risks of gay sex unless she’d
prepared a little before hand.”
“You
might be right. Be thankful all you got was an embarrassing lecture.”
“Fuck,
I’m sorry, Landon. Your parents don’t deserve you. What kind of douche-bags
turn their back on their own kid just because he likes dick?”
“Mine,
apparently.”
“It’s
their loss.” Daniel leaned in and brushed his shoulder against Landon’s in
support.
“Fuck
’em.” Landon took a swig of his brew. “Hey, I know something you could do.
Larry down at the bar has been talking about hiring some new go-go dancers.”
“Oh
fuck you, man. No one wants to see me shaking my big, hairy ass at them.”
Landon
glanced at the television. “I wouldn’t say that.”
Daniel
glanced at the TV, absently noted a commercial for laundry detergent that was
anything but fascinating, and returned his attention to Landon. “What do you
mean by that?”
“I—”
Landon tilted his head back and to the side and stared at Daniel for a long,
pregnant moment, his expression ripe with uncertainly. He opened his mouth to
speak, paused, then shook his head and smiled. “Nothing. You just don’t give
yourself enough credit. You’re a good-looking guy.”
“Bullshit.”
Daniel felt sure that wasn’t what Landon had intended to say, but he let it go.
If there was something else Landon wanted to share, then he would…eventually.
If there was one thing Daniel knew, it was that there was no point trying to
rush his best bud. Landon did everything in his own sweet time. “You have to
say that. You’re my best friend.”
“No.”
Landon licked his lips. He lowered his voice to barely above a whisper. “I
probably shouldn’t say that…because I’m only
your friend.”
Interview
with Amanda Young
1) Why do you write erotic romance?
I
write romance because I honestly believe there's nothing better than a good
love story. I include erotic scenes in those stories because sex is a part of
life and those private interactions can sometimes be more interesting and
revealing about people than the way they act in public.
2) What romance subgenres do you write in? Why?
My
stories fall over the subgenres. I have contemporary and paranormal books, with
M/F, M/M/F, and M/M pairings. I really just write whatever I want and hope
readers enjoy the variety.
3) Are you aware of any themes that run through your stories? If so, what are
they?
I
have noticed a lot of my stories have May/December themes. I'm not sure why
that is though. I suppose it just appeals to me somehow.
4) What would you like readers to take away from your stories?
Hope.
Love is universal and we all deserve a happy ending.
5) What inspires your stories?
Everything.
Music. Movies. Life.
6) What is your writing schedule?
Right
now my writing schedule is very dependent on the whims of a toddler. It changes
every day.
7) Do you have any other passions besides writing? If yes, what are they? Why?
I
do. I love horror movies, zombie films in specific. Losing myself in a good
zombie movie reminds me that no matter how stressful life can be at times, it
could always be worse.
8) What is your favorite comfort food?
Pasta.
There's no better comfort food than a big bowl of spaghetti with lots of
parmesan on top.
9) What relaxes you?
A
good book.
10) What decade has been your favorite?
Although
I wasn't born until the 80's, the 60's have always fascinated me.
11) If you could have one wish, what would it be?
World
peace. Too cheesy? How about a long and happy life for my little girl. That's
the one thing I want above all else.
12) Are you a cat or dog person? Do you have any pets and if so, please tell us
about them.
I'm
definitely a dog person. We have two. Diva is a black dachshund and Jasper is a
brown and black dorky, which is a cross between a miniature dachshund and a
Yorkshire terrier.
13) What is the one thing you most want to do that you haven’t yet?
I'd
love to travel more.
14) Please tell us about your most recent release and where we can purchase it.
My
most recent new release is a self published novella about a blue collar gay man
who wins the lottery. Windfall is light on angst and full of love, money, and
men. It can be found at all major retailers.
Amazon:
http://tinyurl.com/m9xel35
All
Romance: http://tinyurl.com/mvhjtg4
Barnes
and Noble: http://tinyurl.com/n29re2t
AUTHOR BIO:
Amanda Young
lives in Virginia with her husband, daughter, and two pampered pooches. When
she’s not writing, she can usually be found chasing after a mischievous toddler
or daydreaming about the characters in her next book. She loves to hear from
her readers, and can be found on Facebook and Twitter. Her website,
www.amandayoung.org, is where you can find up-to-date information on all of
Amanda’s current and upcoming releases.
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Thanks for having me on your blog, Ashley.
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